... just so that you don't forget how i look...

naomi and i were being "camera-happy" last week... we took a million pictures of eachother... with all kinds of expressions... in this one right here i was looking up at her saying "what are you doing?"... haha
and this is her, kind of doing the same thing...

sooo frustrating...

oh my goodness...
here i am, listening to my favourite song lately... thinking: what the heck am i doing here? able to do nothing by myself, not even a phone call... depending on people who are willing to help only with the things they feel comfortable with (= hardly anything, since the doulos is something they are totally not familiar with...)... getting upset at everyone and noone, everything and nothing at the same time... smiling outside, screaming inside... i must be getting crazy...

my favourite song lately...

Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth
Would care to know my name, would care to feel my hurt?
Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star
Would choose to light the way for my ever wandering heart?
Not because of who I am
But because of what You've done
Not because of what I've done
But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading
Here today and gone tomorrow
A wave tossed in the ocean
A vapour in the wind
Still You hear me when I'm calling
Lord, You catch me when I'm falling
And You've told me who I am
I am Yours, I am Yours
Who Am I, that the eyes that see my sin
Would look on me with love and watch me rise again?
Who Am I, that the voice that calmed the sea
Would call out through the rain and calm the storm in me?
I am Yours
Whom shall I fear
Whom shall I fear
'Cause I am Yours I am Yours

sushi party... for my b-day...

how many people can say that they have celebrated their 30th birthday in japan with 2 real japanese dudes making home made sushi and tempura for them... not many, huh?!?!

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