bold lines...

i got more than one... just having a good chat with a few precious friends... so now i put my smile back on... and feel a lot better... thank YOU and thank you guys... you know who you are...

on of those days again...

oh gosh... i feel so lonely it almost hurts...
maybe it's because i have nothing to do so i spend way too much time thinking, but i don't know if i can handle this for much longer...
it's another saturday, another weekend... another day that i'll probably spend at home, reading a book or chatting on yahoo with far away friends... i don't know what God is trying to teach me, but it is very painful... very hard... and i am not sure if i can do this a lot longer... actually i know i can't... and i feel stupid, cause i really have no reason to complain... i better off than a lot of other people i know or i've met... but maybe i am just not able to take on as much... i am reading this book where the main characters have this quite close relationship with God and whenever they are in difficulf situation, there it comes... His voice... printed bold in the book, for the reader to identify as well... and right now i'd love to have one of those bold lines...