God is so much greater than all my small prayers...

wow... for all these past 6 weeks i have been desperately looking for an opportunity to go to thailand, for a week end... the ship said no...it's impossible to go there for a day... i thought i had played all my cards... i was very disappointed... not necessarely upset, but just very sad that i could not go... i was praying... i could not understand why God wouldn't allow me to go... i mean, it's not a big thing that i was asking... just a weekend in thailand... then two days ago seelan calls me and says that he would like me to stay behing in penang, not go to langkawi and then rejoin the the ship in phuket... so i get to be there for the whole time... i almost cried when he told me... in His timing, He gave me so much more than i could ever ask... or imagine... and i am so excited... i already got my ticket to phuket... and cannot wait to go... these past 6 weeks of struggles seem just to be fading away... i am simply blown away... His eye is on the sparrow... indeed...

i had given up...

... for real... you remember the whole thailand story? how i so wanted to go there but was not allowed and all this???... actually... have i ever written anything about this whole story? well... anyways... now the going to thailand becomes a must, because i have to go there to renew my visa... and God knew it... haha... the wait for the unexpected proved to be real, one more time...

just thought i should say something...

... i miss the nature... i mean, there is a lot of nature out here, but it's a bit difficult to get to it without a car... taxis are kind of expensive, and also what should i say to the taxi man? please, take me to a parc... anywhere where there is some green...
hm... don't know if it's a good idea... God, i need you to surprise me with an amazing off day this coming saturday... with lots of green around me and possibly not too many people... i know you can do that... just, would you?!
i know... i am usually a people person... but maybe this is my season to be by myself... my introspective time... or maybe i am just growing old... :-(

you are an espresso...

You Are an Espresso

At your best, you are: straight shooting, ambitious, and energetic At your worst, you are: anxious and high strung You drink coffee when: anytime you're not sleeping Your caffeine addiction level: high

you are a sunrise...

You Are Sunrise

You enjoy living a slow, fulfilling life. You enjoy living every moment, no matter how ordinary.You are a person of reflection and meditation. You start and end every day by looking inward. Caring and giving, you enjoy making people happy. You're often cooking for friends or buying them gifts.All in all, you know how to love life for what it is - not for how it should be.