God is so much greater than all my small prayers...

wow... for all these past 6 weeks i have been desperately looking for an opportunity to go to thailand, for a week end... the ship said no...it's impossible to go there for a day... i thought i had played all my cards... i was very disappointed... not necessarely upset, but just very sad that i could not go... i was praying... i could not understand why God wouldn't allow me to go... i mean, it's not a big thing that i was asking... just a weekend in thailand... then two days ago seelan calls me and says that he would like me to stay behing in penang, not go to langkawi and then rejoin the the ship in phuket... so i get to be there for the whole time... i almost cried when he told me... in His timing, He gave me so much more than i could ever ask... or imagine... and i am so excited... i already got my ticket to phuket... and cannot wait to go... these past 6 weeks of struggles seem just to be fading away... i am simply blown away... His eye is on the sparrow... indeed...