... the secret language again...

mamma mia... sti ultimi due giorni sono stati un inferno...ancora a caccia di i-nite venue a 3 settimane dall'arrivo della nave... il tipo continua a darsi scadenze e a non rispettarle... oggi sono andata a vedere altri due posti... si era detto di dare la priorita a qs i-nite venue, ma poi come al solito le promesse non sono state mantenute... e quindi punto e a capo... in piu, volevamo andare a buracay con seelan quando viene a trovarci... ma lui arriva ven tardi e non ce la facciamo a prendere l'ultimo traghetto per l'isola spettacolo... che nervi... e andare solo per una notte, non val la pena... lo so che c'e gente che muore di fame e che non e il caso di essere cosi drammatici... ma in qs giorni mi sembra che la legge di murphy mi abbia presa di mira... tutto cio che puo andare storto, va effettivamente storto... e ogni tanto mi devo solo sfogare...

fra...

... non credo proprio che serva essere un blogger per lasciare commenti... ci riesce persino mia madre, e lei non credo proprio che sia una blogger... haha
cercavo una foto recente di noi due, ma qs e l'unica che ho trovato... oh, ma possibile che non ce la siamo fatta una foto da sole io e te quando ci siamo viste?!?! vabbe... no comment...
un abbraccio... forte... e se vuoi venire a trovarmi, lo sai che il posto c'e... hint hint...

thinking about the good times in koeln...

Now that she's back in the atmosphere
With drops of Jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there's time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like June, hey, hey
Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the Milky Way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated
Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there
Now that she's back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out Mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there's time to grow, hey, hey
Now that she's back in the atmosphere
I'm afraid that she might think of me as plain ol' Jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land
Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the Milky Way
And tell me, did Venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there
Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you're wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me

the part i love the most is.. did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there... i wonder... am i missing someone while looking for myself?!

me... and my randomness...

i am a simple person... and i like simple things...
i love waking up in the middle of the night and think that i still have a buch of hours to sleep...
i like the smell of the rain...
i love the smell of the just mown grass...
i love surprising people...
i love being surprised by people...
i love singing at the top of my lungs when noone is listening...
i cry watching the kids playing a drama in the ML...
i cry when we sing all toegther in the ML "let your glory fall in this room, let it go forth from here to the nations..."
i like calling people not by their first name...
i like it when someone calls me something that is not my name...
i hate it when people call me emma with 2 m, because it's not my name...
i love being with people...
i hate being by myself...
i love watching the belly of a mum to be growing...
i cry holding a baby in my arms, amazed at the helplesness of that baby... thinking about my own helplessness...
i hate argueing... but i care way too much about what people think about me... and i hate it when i am being misinterpreted... so i tend to waste too many words in a useless attempt to explain myself...
i love hugs... and physical touch in general...
i love languages... different people, different races, different colours... my little piece of heaven...
i love to hear someone singing alto next to me... and i love it even more wheh i manage to sing it myself...
i like it when someone scratches my back... and i love doing it to other people...
i love making people smile... with a joke, with a surprise, with a gift, with a smile...
i don't like it when someone is hurt... regardless of if i am involved in the situation or not... it just breaks my heart knowing that someone is not doing well... and i'll try doing something about it... even if it doesn't always work...
i love giving gifts for no reason...
i usually cry when i sit in the audience and watch the i-nite finale...
i like laying down somewhere where is pitchdark and watch the stars...
i like listening to my father cracking jokes in our dialect...
i like teasing...
i love being teased...
i love God... and wish i was able to love others His way...
i feel pain for those who don't love Him...
i feel sorry for those who chose not to love Him...
i like romantic comedies...
i love laughing... and making other people laugh...
i don't like diplomacy, politics and formalities in general...
i love walking around barefeet...
i don't like feeling under trial all the time...
i don't like being afraid of making a mistake...
i don't like being scared in general...
i like big hands in a man...
i hate not being able to show my genuine love to someone... in a way that they understand it...
i don't like not being able to have normal conversation with someone i really esteme...
i don't like it when i don't understand... but i know i don't always have to understand...
i love it when i know someone is there for me no matter what... and i love it even more when someone knows that i'll be there for them, no matter what...
i love coffee...
i like kissing someone i like staring at him in the eyes...
i like compliments, even though i don't know how to handle them...
i love it when all it takes is a look...

in a radom order... but this is pretty much who i am...

day off...

aahh... so nice when you go to bed one evening knowing that you don't have to set your alarm clock for the next day, isn't it? i love waking up in the middle of the nigth, look at my watch and see that i still have 2, 3, 4 more hours of sleep... and i love that especially on my days off, because no matter what time it is when i wake up in the middle of the night or in the early morning, i can still have 2, 3, 4... hours of sleep... the small joys of life... the simplicity of the joys of life... well... let's see... what's on the plan for the day? i think a nice swim... and then a movie somewhere... and probably also dinner somewhere nice... not necessarely in this order... ah, and of course... we need to take some pictures... of the place... and of our pretty faces... what else? mmm... i think that's it...