me... and my randomness...

i am a simple person... and i like simple things...
i love waking up in the middle of the night and think that i still have a buch of hours to sleep...
i like the smell of the rain...
i love the smell of the just mown grass...
i love surprising people...
i love being surprised by people...
i love singing at the top of my lungs when noone is listening...
i cry watching the kids playing a drama in the ML...
i cry when we sing all toegther in the ML "let your glory fall in this room, let it go forth from here to the nations..."
i like calling people not by their first name...
i like it when someone calls me something that is not my name...
i hate it when people call me emma with 2 m, because it's not my name...
i love being with people...
i hate being by myself...
i love watching the belly of a mum to be growing...
i cry holding a baby in my arms, amazed at the helplesness of that baby... thinking about my own helplessness...
i hate argueing... but i care way too much about what people think about me... and i hate it when i am being misinterpreted... so i tend to waste too many words in a useless attempt to explain myself...
i love hugs... and physical touch in general...
i love languages... different people, different races, different colours... my little piece of heaven...
i love to hear someone singing alto next to me... and i love it even more wheh i manage to sing it myself...
i like it when someone scratches my back... and i love doing it to other people...
i love making people smile... with a joke, with a surprise, with a gift, with a smile...
i don't like it when someone is hurt... regardless of if i am involved in the situation or not... it just breaks my heart knowing that someone is not doing well... and i'll try doing something about it... even if it doesn't always work...
i love giving gifts for no reason...
i usually cry when i sit in the audience and watch the i-nite finale...
i like laying down somewhere where is pitchdark and watch the stars...
i like listening to my father cracking jokes in our dialect...
i like teasing...
i love being teased...
i love God... and wish i was able to love others His way...
i feel pain for those who don't love Him...
i feel sorry for those who chose not to love Him...
i like romantic comedies...
i love laughing... and making other people laugh...
i don't like diplomacy, politics and formalities in general...
i love walking around barefeet...
i don't like feeling under trial all the time...
i don't like being afraid of making a mistake...
i don't like being scared in general...
i like big hands in a man...
i hate not being able to show my genuine love to someone... in a way that they understand it...
i don't like not being able to have normal conversation with someone i really esteme...
i don't like it when i don't understand... but i know i don't always have to understand...
i love it when i know someone is there for me no matter what... and i love it even more when someone knows that i'll be there for them, no matter what...
i love coffee...
i like kissing someone i like staring at him in the eyes...
i like compliments, even though i don't know how to handle them...
i love it when all it takes is a look...

in a radom order... but this is pretty much who i am...