Saturday, July 14, 2007
nostalgic mood...
... it is not always like that... most of the time i can really say that i am fine... but sometimes... BANG... it just hits me... and i just start missing it sooooooooooo much... the ship, life on the ship, people on the ship, jokes on the ship, even my messy cabin... the doulos is and will always be part of me... and i even miss talking about it... people at home do not understand, they don't want to hear... but you know what? they don't know what they are missing... my antidote to sadness is listening to worship music, with my eyes closed... pretending to be in the ML... surrounded by those wonderful people... and PTL for yahoo, skype, msn, facebook and all this other stuff... it really makes it easier... to keep in touch or even just to talk to someone who comes from your same planet when you think you can't cope with life anymore... i love you all, people... i really do... :-)
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i can totally relate...
Hi Ema!
I was just thinking about you today, how you doing, if you've taken the trip to the uk yet... so decided to check out your blog again. We are ok.. Korea you know.. but ok. Saying goodbye to Rutger soon - worst part of ship life, I'm sure you don't miss that!!
:)
Carlien
i understand, too! :-)
Yep, I understand too. Sometimes it seems like it was all a strange dream, eh!? But an amazing dream, and such a privilege to have been a part of it - a unique experience that not many people get to have, or understand unfortunately! It does get easier though... hang in there! :-)
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